Whatever works.

 

Yesterday I was pretty low.

I am alone a lot. More than is good for a human. 

After I got off work, John had gone to his friend's to play role playing games so I went shopping.

On the way, I listened to the comedy channel on our Sirius radio. The comedian talked about being from Long Island NY. He told the story about jumping from a bridge (for fun, not suicide) into water but got nervous. Then this boat showed up with a guy and girl. The guy yells "Do It!

The comedian jumper was looking at the cold water.

The boat guy continued to yell up at the jumper. Egging him to jump. 

Finally the boat guy yells up "Dont you fucking wuss out with my girl watching."

The comedian then jumped. He later joked that he wished he had the boat guy following him around in his life. Yelling at him not to wuss out in front of his girl.

lol.

Last night I re-listened to the Shia LaBeouf's "Just do it" motivational speech on Youtube.

I need more of that.

I dont have a boat guy yelling at me to not wuss out... but I have Shia on Youtube... close enough... as long as it works.

Not being able to run... again.. sucks... I had plans to run 2020km in 2020... and for a while I was going to make it.... now I am not sure. 

:(

I am sick of being injured. I want to run and swim and workout. For now I am stuck with walking.

My eating has been 99% soft veggies and vegan yogurt. 

I need more water.

blahhhhh humbug...

cue the Shia video ... for the 56th time today....